Lyrics

What if i told ya, in this hand i hold a Bottle replace my sober, same hand used to hold ya I cannot cope nah, feels like a rollercoaster Im on the border, shoulders are low uh Where did you go uh, still on the road to Look for a source, seems invisible To miss your love, its difficult I remember when you was into us Ironically typical, name means winner but I see loss after loss, i see reasons for wars Do you still see what we was, feel like you left when you forgot Put my life to a stop, felt the world around me drop Honey can't we just fix this (end phone call) But you hung up You can believe im stuck, haven't retrieved my luck Imagine going up, with the one, unconditioned love Then she becomes a loss, shit i swear this better be a sign from above Shed no more tears i got no more fears I got no more pride so grab the bottle it is I gots to tolerate this, i gots to stay alive but its bothering shit You left me worse then i was, shit hit like a bus First night i got lost, sure am in a twilight no dusk Smile shines from the herb, no luck Cupid murdered me with a pump, so numb You say i dont understand, i agree with you for that When you left i could only step back You already got back on track not even 2 weeks ago we was back to back His name you'll tattoo that My name bet you won't remember that Wanna text how could you move on so fast Made me think we was going to last Now you far, left me stuck in the dark Decision and perscription to tear my soul apart Can't continue i dont know where to start I swear i was winning letting you in my heart Went through everything with you now i see you depart 2 hands on one stomache about that you forgot Fighting on text and you left on the dot And i done fought, so many battles for us You saying you gave your all but i got no records of such Shed no more tears i got no more fears I got no more pride so grab the bottle it is I gots to tolerate this, i gots to stay alive but its bothering shit You left me worse then i was, shit hit like a bus First night i got lost, sure am in a twilight no dusk Smile shines from the herb, no luck Cupid murdered me with a pump, so numb See i tell you i wish you better, but thats a lie I wanted this together, why'd you let it die Spray your perfume on my bed i was sleeping fine Its cold outside you ain't got a sweater i gave you mine Feel like you've been wasting my time, shouldve paid attention to signs Wrote about you in my rhymes, i give op on life Like you gave up on me, you hear what vasko say but you dont feel what i see You dont wanna see me bleed but still thats what you did Dont come check up on me when my body stiff In the begin you picked me up to make me good But shit now im here bleeding in my hood And i wouldn't take you back if i could You left for a reason you didn't say but i understood This shit you pulled, now its unobscured i ain't forgiving you for good